Tuesday, 2nd day of the week.

I'm feeling damn bored and piss off at home.
Don't ask me why, i seriously have ZERO motivation to do anything.
Nevertheless, me and teammates have yet start our FYP! Darn it! I can feel some sense of failure/giving up for this FYP! Be it i'm pessimistic or what, Thursday's meeting have yet to be set. None of them phoned each other about it. And i suppose, all of them are waiting for my 1st move. Sigh!

ANDY KWAN WAI HONG! You are the leader and yet nothing come out from you? 'Cept that you are not free on Thursday! Awwh! *headache*

I wanted a listening ear since afternoon. Penny of thoughts, too bored till i think of too many stuffs, be it studies, schools, freedom, just everything under the sun. I wanted to blabber everything to you. Yea, you pai kia. We phoned for merely few minutes just now but i blabber nothing. Somehow somewhat something stopped me from telling to you. Miserable now. Sigh!
But well, i shan't disturb you too much, you still have your pirority - studies.

Knowing you being so motivated in your studies made me feel nervous. I envy your attitude towards your studies, admire the goals you have for your studies. Side of me was glad but another side of me is afraid. Am afraid i can't be like you when school starts next week. I'm still not ready for my Year 3s, neither do i look forward to school reopen! But still i gotta accept the fact.

I know, you are still angry with me. I'm scare, i can't afford to lose sucha good friend like you anymore.
- 对不起