Gosh! How time flies. Soon in about 5months time i'm turning 20. Bidding good bye my teenage years and welcoming my adulthood. Means no more allowance, no more sayang-ing from parents. And means i have to earn and feed myself and my family. How i wish time could slow down.

And i've changed over the years. Was browsing through the pictures in my laptop and i have changed alot and was laughing at the pictures especially those took with BFFs!

Lets start with a crap, showing you when i was as young as 2 months old?


Shall stop my craps here. Pretty tired. So,bye!

I think i'm starting to love my job. Its kinda interesting and challenging everyday.

Yesterday was bonkers! Precisely full house on a Tuesday night. Not forgetting i'm the runner of the day! Making me run around in the 'maze' like a crazy woman. Left hand aching like hell now, especially my left wrist - pain!

So well, i'm the only girl server last night, the rest were guys. At around 12plus, there were this 4 customers checking in. And ordered a Martell (cost $198++). For your info, its some kuku hard liquor. More fierce than vodka, bourbon, tequila, whisky..
And somehow, the guys staff there were being 'forced' by the customers to drink martell. And there is this one staff of mine, whom is neither a drinker nor smoker, were being forced too! Not forgetting he is underage. Damn the customers and that who-so-ever who asked him to serve them for just that merely little tips.

I did recieve a little tips from the customers cause i billed them but thank god they did not ask me to drink! Probably i'm a girl.

What happen next? The guy who don't drink at all were drunk some how. Walking sideways and a little tipsy. Another guy staff, he drank twice and the face was red. -.-

At the closing time at 3am, the customers still yet to leave. My supervisor drank with them! Funny thing is, he's not drunk at all. I suppose he is a god drinker? Thanks to him, else i can't imagine what time i reach reach home. =\

Gosh, gotta work later.

Whoohoo! I fare pretty well for Year 2 Semester. Should say, my proudest GPA of all semesters?


C226 Operating System Concepts : 3.0 (B)
C202 System Analysis & Design : 3.0 (B)
C203 Web Application Development : 3.5 (B+)
C225 Web Multimedia : 3.5 (B+)

Manage to hit a grade point of 3.0 for every module for last semester 2! But overall GPA is still not my desire GPA. Well, I'm so overjoy by Year 2 Sem 2 result!
*many many claps*

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This few days i have been thinking...
Is this fate? or God is playing with me? or just merely coincident?
Work was pretty fine. One good point working in entertainment industry is that i get to listen to many many songs/music, regardless is new songs or old songs. People there was okay, just that i'm more sociable to some peeps there. And i mean, some.
People there whom i'm sociable to are either share the same name as ahem, him or born in the year! And the head office is so near to his vicinity! Gosh! I hope is just merely coincident.

I love this song currently, though this song is quite old already, but the lyrics reflects about me and the 'concident' at my workplace. - 记得
Song source: http://www.imeem.com/people/R28fAeI/music/S1JBLxHA//

谁还记得 是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话 是我们以后的伤口
过了太久没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手 说要一起走到最后

我们都忘了 这条路走了多久
心中是清楚的 有一天有一天都会停的
让时间说真话 虽然我也害怕
在天黑了以后 我们都不知道会不会有遗憾

我们都累了 却没办法往回走
两颗心都迷惑 怎么说怎么说都没有救
亲爱的为什么 也许你也不懂
两个相爱的人 等对方先说找分开的理由

谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中 看见了不同的天空
走的太远 终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我 要有两个相反的梦

And i have been missing my NURUL FARHAH! she's so busy to her ahem i suppose.
And also XIUHUI ah! I shall sms you this midnight!

Awhh! I'm feeling lethargic! Not in a very good mood for the month of Feb.
Pms pms and more pms.
Flu bugs pestering me. Lips drying like hell!

I can't portray my future! What am i going to do after i completed my Year 3? Work? or further study for a degree cert? Sometime i really hope time could slow down for me to make a wiser decision. I don't wish to regret again in future. Sigh! Or maybe this is fate?

I don't know!

Life has been so far so good i suppose. Just a little annoying here and there. But it doesn't matters to me. I survive day by day.

I am tired.
I am down with flu.
I have awful panda eyes.
I have plentiful outbreaks of pimples!
I have a big fat blister on my right toe!

*screams*

Immune system has not been good. And this is the 3rd time i'm feeling unwell since holiday started. (Oh man, its just the mid Feb and i fall sick 3 times already?)

Yesterday work was superb! Learnt alot of things.

Many '1st time' even since i start work. Especially buying cigarette from the coffee shop! Yesterday was my 1st time buying cigarette from the coffee shop. Of course not for me, its for one of the colleague.

Sometime i was thinking why i work for this job? Just to kill time until school reopen in April and have the passion in singing? But ever since i started this job, i don't have the urge for a K session already. But well, i still love music and singing!

Have been missing my love and the besti whom we sms almost every day before i start work/knock off! Thanks for being there!

Lastly, I've won myself a GV movie ticket from Advert Hub Online . Basically is my blogshop thingy. Haha!

No mood for anything, my stomach kept growling despite munching on so many food. Sigh. I have no idea what happen to me. Is my immune system getting from bad to wors? Does drinking as much plain cold water helps? I hate running to the toilet and pee like nobody business. Darn!

I know what's going on, perhaps it was a wrong start.

My Brother threw his bolster out from the kitchen window last night at 11pm!

Which terrifies me and my mum, thank god mum and i were watching TV at the living last night, thank god i'm able to stop my brother just in time. Thank god its just a bolster, not him.

Never will i expect that my brother will do something like this. Despite sleeping at around 10pm on schooldays, at around 11pm he will start his sleepwalking. Initially was walking to the toilet and brush teeth(again) or come in to my room, squat beside my bed/stand at the door and talk to ME some nonsensical stuff when i'm sleeping. (Of course, this scares me off!)
For you info, my room was just beside my kitchen and i slept on a queen size mattress on the floor.

Oh man! We will never know what will happen next. Just research on some sleepwalking stuff online and actually no medicine/treatment can cure. Only some precaution to do at home such as locking the gates and windows etc. And children just before their puberty stage will have serious sleepwalking. When they grow up, sleepwalking will just vanish gradually for most sleepwalkers.

14th Feb this Saturday, denotes St Valentines day. Highly likely will be snoring at home during daytime, and working at night/midnight time.

LOVE, what is it about? I have once believe myself for this word, but perhaps it don't signifies any meaning to me now.
So, Happy Valentine's Day! Enjoy!

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Being Alone While you may act like you don't care on the outside, on the inside your biggest fear is being alone. You can be quite shy and reserved. You feel like a lot of times people don't really see the real you. You're afraid that no one will really truly love you, and that you will be alone for the rest of your life. On the inside you are great person, so just remember that and don't let your shy nature get the best of you! If you don't want to be a lone then you need to make an effort to be with someone. Show the people that you care about that you really love them, and chances are someone will always be there, even if you think they won't.

What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

And yes, this is very true. =\
I'm always pessimistic.

Yesterday was out with XiuHui, talked almost everything. And i have agree to a point;
Having boyfriend = Don't ever bother working/earning money. Just boyfriend will do.
Being single = Trying all means to earn as much to be successful.

So yea, i would prefer being Single, free and freedom. Perhaps, i believe that we live for ourselves/our own benefit, not for others. And is not that i won't want to commit in a new relationship, maybe in future. What i hope is to fulfill what i want now, before i regret.
Having a Class 3 license which need around $2K
Treatment for my face at National Skin Center which need around less/more than $1K?
If i intend to pursue a degree course after this diploma, i will need another $20K for that.
And plus, i'm 20 this year and soon 21. Which means i have to earn for myself, no more allowance from parents.

Sigh. Looking forward adulthood but afraid to face the fact.

2nd last day of CNY - Went to temple to pray + house visiting.

Woohoos! Congrats me, manage to get myself 2 jobs - both part time, and 2 ongoing income coming to my way soon. Ka-ching me! *humble humble here*

Well, so visiting just now was to Sister godma's house again. Yes, again, second time this CNY.
Woke up kinda early at 7.50am. Had breakfast with family then praying at Bt Batok and Sembawang Temple. Cause i'm a cantonese, so heard that we must pray at the 2nd last day of CNY. Well, after which we head to Sis godma's place, which is at Woodlands.

Slacked there, and gambled too. Lost quite alot. Me and Sis bought Ah Mei and Ah Bao to Causeway Pt cause sis wanna shop for some little stuffs. And bringing that 2 kids along isn't a good thing. I wonder how am i going to takecare of my kids in future. Well, let pictures do the blogging.



Dead tired. So wish me luck!

I'm seriously bored at home.
Date me out people, manjong sessions, catching up, or what so ever.

Event Crew. -Just a step to go.
Wish me luck!

Rotting at home isn't a nice thing. I can't be rotting here at home for 2 whole big months. So, jobbys please welcome me. I seriously need alot of bucks!

I've nothing to blog. No updates in my life. Miss my love. Superb dinner later for daddy's birthday!

Just another new year. As usual, my house will be full of peoples on this particular sunday during CNY, which is yesterday!


This year is a little different, not only that it's the 7th day of CNY, which all of the guests left by 6.30pm, which is kinda early, dad invited his working peeps over and my house is more of a gambling den!

Mum cooks a spreadful of finger foods early in the morning. Woke up at 9plus and wash up. Slacked + help out a little till the guests come.

*Forward**
Not boyfriend, not secondary school peeps, but BFFs was here this year!

Thanks dearies for making the trip down to my place from Tampines/Pasir Ris. And sorry for the kuku bored-ness at my place!

But Nurul, Though is bored, but how dare you bully this little small kid? *Laughs

Isn't he cute? Though he kept looking and asking for the 'korkor' when he reach my place, and almost wanted to call him using my phone, and i promise him to pass his regards to the particular 'korkor' when i saw him in future(which i don't whether is a right thing to do anot), but whatever it is,thanks Nurul for your childish kind entertainment with him. Opps! I know you have a young heart there.

After which, we gambled with the pokers and lost a few bucks. Sigh. But luck change when BFFs went home/work. =\
And somemore it's $2/game yea. Won a few big bucks back. :D

Since guests left at 6.30pm, we joined Ah Bao's family to 'lao yu sheng' at the nearby coffeeshop.


Alright will end here.

True fact of CNY: The older you are, the lesser angbaos you have. =\