Sometimes, my life can be like a ride in roller coaster - Ups and downs.
Sometimes, my life can freak me out with what surrounds me.
Sometimes, i have no idea i have made a right decision for trusting someone.
Sometimes, i miss you, i think of you but sometimes i don't.

I had a bad dream last night. I dreamt of losing all my friends in just a night. Dreamt of myself walking in a dark dark alley all by myself. It horrifies me. And i woke up, sobbing.

Friends.. What does it means?
What makes someone a friend?
What's the role of being a friend?

I can lend you my shoulder for your tears, lend you my ears as a listening ear, lend you my time for your accompany, lend you anything which you want.

But does anyone of you know what i want? Thinking back, all i need is care and concern, a friend whom is there for me, a friend whom i can rely on. But none of them fulfill what i hope for.

I'm not angry or sad. I just don't want to be lonely. I don't want the dream to come true.

Do friends expire? Cause i don't want to lose anyone of you. Especially those i regards your as good friends.

Sigh.